Two

Last night I fell asleep nicely, but awoke at 3 am, was able to fall back asleep quickly.. But then woke again at 4.. Was awake until 5:30 am. Then woke up again at 7. Was up and even ate breakfast (made by  my husband). Laid on the couch, surfing face book until I fell asleep again at 8:30.. Now I am awake again at 10:00 am. I feel so tired, and I am sure sleep again is in my future. I let the dogs out and got myself a drink, as my hubby isn't here, I have to do things myself. I went to the bathroom, had lots of trouble peeing, I think possibly a kidney stone on the move. Now I am laying on the couch again, surfing facebook, and writing this post. I am in some pain, all over ache. But not sure what to do about it. I will write more later.

One

I wanted to start this blog because, almost two years ago, I got sick. And I haven't gotten better, but more severe. Honestly I feel so hopeless, and really helpless. I depend on my husband for most things. He cooks, he cleans, he goes to work. But most importantly he still loves me. I don't feel like a productive participating partner, or even a resident of my city. As I write more, I hope you can come to know, just how horrible living with M.E. is.